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2006-10-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

I've moved ---> new blog
Please re-link (:

2006-10-23T14:10:00.000+08:00

I am still alive(:

Just too lazy & busy to update some times.

I am a flower, even in a dry place (:

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oh its worth it to see you smile (:

2006-10-18T12:29:00.000+08:00

Having 2 hours break now, so decided to blog.

Today's 3rd day of sem 2, It's been nice seeing my friends again (: But It's not nice sitting down for lectures! They are super duper boring. :( The only thing I enjoy is Jap class (: The lecturer is super nice and patient with us :)

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wa ta shi wa Vina de su
o na ma e wa?

2006-10-15T21:07:00.000+08:00

We had 407 '05 class gathering at evan's condo(Golden Hill) Only 16 of us turned out, it was good to see my ex-classmates again and we had good time playing. Miss Tan came too! Miss Tan, Yin Xin, Nicholas and I left at 10 plus to play at k-pool at amk central,I KNOW HOW TO PLAY POOL ALR! Then Miss Tan fetched us home by cab.(: THANKS MISS TAN

After church weent party world with my 2 cousins and their friends. I had such a great time there even though I have aweful voice. HAHA!

Ok, you might find me crazy, but I am so excited that school is starting tml! God is going to do great things ! <3

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Oh I need you in my life

2006-10-14T10:24:00.000+08:00

I love readingJing Quan's blog. His entries always encourage me in walking so closely with God everyday (: Jing Quan and I are love to also encourage one another,reminding each other to seek HIM no matter what happen and never give up on Him. That's the spirit,friend(: And I shall blog more like Jing Quan's entries. I want to let the whole world how Jesus is walking with me through my life.

I want to declare to the whole world that I LOVE YOU JESUS! Even though I fail you, You never forsake me and keep me so close to You. Your grace and love are unexplainable. Eventhough we suffer in His name, but He bless us so abundantly if we are obedient to Him and everything.

My life has never been the same again ever since I came to know Jesus Christ. He just changed me in so many ways that I can't even imagine. Some of you might have seen how I was like before I became a Christian especially Rafidah, Anita, Mellya, my family, relatives and everything. Wow! I just love my life now. I am not boasting about how wonderful my life is, but It's the fact that God has saved me from the darkness and walks with me in the LIGHT.

I am and will be praying for the ones who do not know Jesus Christ or has rejected Him, but I believe and know that Jesus has never given up on them cos He believe they will return to Him one day. I don't care what the price is by following Jesus, I know we have great future ahead!

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Psalm 150:6
Let everything that has breath praise the LORD.
Praise the LORD.

2006-10-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

Updates!
I've been going out everday the whole of this week.

Monday
Was watching korean drama, my girl till 4 plus, got changed and went to meet simone, charissa, dave and amabel to have dinner to celebrate simone's 17th bdae(: So we had dinner at esplanade donno wad jap restaurant, it was nice dinner time together, but simone kept feeding me! After that walked around and shopped around, ate ICE CREAM!OH NO! DIdn't take photos though.

Tuesday
Was watching korean drama(again) but this time is full house till 4 12 plus then went to harbour front to meet ping and jia hao for movie, we watched rob-b-hood! GO AND WATCH !! it's super funny and cute(: We got lost in the new shopping center, vivo. It's jus too big and we are so not familiar with the place. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMONE,STEFFI AND YUTENG!

Wednesday
Was watching full house again (hee) then went to church office to help out with the children's ministry stuff. Went home after that. Supposed to go out with ping,edward and the rest, but thought it was too late so never call them. Arrgghh(regret)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIU CHU!
Thursday

Finished full house! Went shopping with hua yee and i bought this weirdo blouse and belt, shall not post cos i think it's weird. HAHA. Prepared abit by printing out lectures notes and stuff for sch .

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我很开心！

2006-10-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

I've been kinda lazy to update recently due to going-outs and my korean-series marathon (:

Went to eat at chomp-chomp with abi on thurs. It was supposed to be more people from t01, at the end all last minute cant make it, so after eating we headed to nick's place to play pool and guorong and brandon joined us. It was real fun. Where is my fotos, abi? (:

Went to china town with my aunts and lil cousin and we shopped almost the whole day. Oh my and we bumped into my old class-mate's mom (in indo) in china town! It's been many years since we met. Oh I miss my old classmate and all. So I rushed home and then rushed for cell grp. It's really great time we had (:

Met up with Fram, kc, adrian and joses at Ikea, sourced for youth camp stuff, then had meeting at church office, thanks guys! I had fun :) Then i rushed for bbq which consisted of 2 classes -my ex sec 2 cls mates and ex sch mates in sec 4. It wasn't really good time there, cos juz some people spoiled my mood by smoking! I juz dislike it so much! Sigh... But quite alright, at least could juz chit-chat with my ex sch mates, talking about anything. Wanted to stay overnight but then today had to go church early. Anyway we had fun on the way back with "photos taking session (: "

Today was kind of stressful for me cos i skrewed up projection for both services, but I am glad Monica came! Thanks Mon for everything today <33
Followed my aunt to chinese garden for post-lantern festival performances. My 7th aunt performed a song too. I think hers was the best, seriously! Was having foto taking sessions for my lil cousin too cos there were alot of nice things there. Will try to post the fotos once i've uploaded. I am really tired now.

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就算和你握手
我也很开心（：

2006-10-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

My wednesday
I am super duper tired today! Took bus to meet with Joanna near her place so to go east coast together, but who knows I was too early and alighted one stop earlier! So when Joanna called, I had to walk to the serangoon mrt station to meet up with her and then we had our 10 mins walk to her house bus stop to wait for bus, who knows it was raining and changed of plans from the guys(erwit,chow hun and eugene)or something and then we walked 10 mins back to the train station to take bus to ps to catch movie. Saw Aunty Linda at dhouby ghaut and we talked for a while. After hui fen joined me and joanna, we went shopping and MADE WITH LOVE (Mrs Ong's shop) made BIG! they moved to such a big big shop beside swensens! Go take a look! it's beautiful! But really sad didn't see any of the teachers' there as they are not in :( I miss them!

So anyway, Erwit joined us and not later the other 2 guys came along and we went to catch Stay alive. It's ok, not scary cos it's PG, should have watched The haunted apartment instead, stupid guys! After movie, we walked from ps to Lucky plaza to play pool. I made a fool of myself cos i donno how to play! Haha!

I left earlier to go find Abi at Tampines cos it was her last day of work and she is super happy to see me! Abi, admit it!:D She introduced me to her friends at work and we walked around. She is also super happy cos she finally bought her nano!

My legs are aching from the walkings I had today. Super tired!

Anyway I stayed at home yesterday and was good enough to sit down for 15- 30 hrs studying for my programming. (At least a little progress) HAHA!

Had lunch with Rachel dearie on Monday at Toa Payoh. It's nice time we had! Really wish to meet her more often! MY BEST PARTNER IN SEC SCH LIFE! Then went to buy medicine for my aunt and went home.

Legs aching!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERLYANTO KO!

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You found me and keep me safe!

2006-10-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

After church today had lunch with loo yee and shang min and sang birthday song for Ben, then was on the way home in 143 when i decided to give my aunt (whom came to sg yest)a call and went to join her for shopping at Bugis area, OG. I had fun shopping :)

As usual,many people crowd around street performances, and there was one very interesting one (refer to photo below) this Chinese old man went to dress up like a girl to perform.

I am not sure if he could sing or not, but I know he sang at quite high pitch.

Anyway HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!
Children's church seemed to have alot of fun cos their teachers dressed up as SUPER HERO!

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Little did I know
You are close to me.

2006-09-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

Updates

Monday
Work.

Tuesday
Work + movie (the banquet) with hua yee

Wednesday
Work + visited Simone for her grandma's wake.

Thursday
Movie(maia vice) with ibra, brand,nick,jiajun &sherwin + Met up with Daisy (:

Friday
Last day of work + dinner with tertiary (:

Today was the last day of work. I am supposed to be super thrilled, but I wasn't, cos somehow I realised I have built good relationships with the people there, especially my aunt whom I only got to see once in a while in the past. Throught this job, I understand my uncle,my cousin and my aunt much deeper. Before I bid goodbye to my aunt, she asked if I would want to go back to help out the next long holiday, I would want so much to be:)

I'm trying to stay positive.
I'm trying to smile everyday.
I know I can do it!

2006-09-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

Alright!It's my last week at work, 4 more days to go!

And...

I will try to update happy posts, no more emo-posts.No matter what happen, I know I find joy and peace in HIM :)

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总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰

2006-09-23T00:48:00.000+08:00

Thought of the day

I have so many desires for Him, He is so faithful and just, when I find, He is there for me. Oh beautiful saviour, my perfect love. I thank you for the desires and seed that You've planted in me. I will follow and obey what you ask me to do.

Keep listening, keep running after our Saviour, He will save you from the craziness of the world.

2006-09-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

I'm having holiday for over 1 mth alr and am so looking forward to return to school, I miss all my friends in school,where we laugh all day, enjoying one anothers' company, talking anything under the sun. I miss being busy rushing projects, assignment,complaining of who never contribute to the project and all. I just miss school so so much.

Holiday so far been good and bad.
Good part is that I am able to meet up more with my mentees, catching up with my friends, doing daily devotion everynight, slacking, catch tv series on youtube,and catching up with my sleep! Oh my~ I will hardly have the time to do most of the above when sem 2 starts cos I believe it will be busier and tougher. Oh and enjoying lossing weight! Current status: 3 kgs lost!
Bad part is my brain is rusty from programming,shot! In sem 2,it will be tougher. And also have to work at least 3 days per week which is so a torture for me (some of you shd noe why)

Anyway, below is my result (sigh..)

Fundamentals of IT professional : AD (improve)
Web publishing: A (same)
Computing Maths : B+ (deproved)
Computer and Operating System : B (improve)
Fundamentals of Programming: C+ (improve)
Creative and Application Thinking Skill : C (no comment)
Sports and Wellness : Px (no comment)

Gpa: 3.29...

And my aim for next sem is 3.8! I can do it through Christ :)

Oh! I can't wait for October to come(last 2 weeks of holiday) cos I am going to have class gatherings (205' 03 , 407' 05 and T01' 06)

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见过你的美
我还能爱谁？

2006-09-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

Updates of the week

Monday,Wednesday,Thursday
Work.

Tuesday
Sentosa with Loo Yee and Shang Min. Had fun and I am burnt.

Friday
Couldn't sleep well on thurs night while waiting for result for Sem 1,so woke up at 6+, saw result, asked a few online friends and continued sleeping till 11 plus.
Met up with June.
At night stupid Ibrahim called and asked me out since Adi and him were bored outside, we caught forbidden siren, it's 1000x worse than silent hill, so i don't recommend this show.

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I know there is hope in You

2006-09-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

It's hard to express myself recently,more in words.

My apology, guys.
I will try hard.

2006-09-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

i don see the light tonight
it's so dark -

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i'm sorry
i'm not perfect
i'm sorry
i can't help myself
but to feel so dark tonight

2006-09-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

Wendy, Vina and Elaine.

This is the best photo of the day ( will upload more next time)
I didn't go work today and will not be going work tml, for one simple reason. It irritates me to the core! Yea, really can't stand it anymore, I will just go for 3 days.

Oh went out with Wendy and Elaine (: I enjoyed myself, thanks girls (:

One thing to complain about! My weighing machine or myself have a problem! How can a person gain 1 kg after taking a dinner which consist of small plate of rice with veges and steamed egg?! I wan to complain! Can someone buy me a new weighing machine?

Sigh.. it's really heart-aching to see my weight back to the start when I am supposed to loose like 2 kgs alr!(which i confirmed i lost 2 kgs this morning!)

Well, I shall not give up and continue my race well!

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Oh, I'm safe in your arms

2006-09-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

I happen to get this photo from my home town friendster (:
Well, this is part of it
Do u see trishaw? yea.. the basic transport there is trishaw :D

2006-09-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

I'm so hungry for YOU now
I want to stay close to YOU
Now and Forever
And Ever

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Went shopping with Linda and my cousin, Ase on Monday and today. It's been nice time with them. Searched for my shoes,but none is nice for me for now, it's ok. I bought a top today :D

2006-09-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

Things are going out of control
I need a clear mind now
Lord,remove the silly thinkings I have
Help me return to YOU

I don't wish to put on false hopes
I just want to be neutral
Help me Lord to not think anymore.

2006-09-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

More memories

Was kind of dissapointed for not being able to catch up with my good friend cum teacher, Mr Hiew. If I am not wrong, this was taken in sec 4 racial harmony day or something. (I know I look so ugly) and I was holding a jelly which he bought for me. Oh dear~ Can we turn back the time? And I still remember the december holiday in sec 3, alot of us helped out with the maths corner (refer to the older posts). Oh I miss those times !

Just got this photo from Jessica. We took it yesterday! BOMB SHELTER!

H2R2VY! HAIVAN WHERE ARE YOU?!

my lovely cousin whom i watched her grow up since she was bornt <33
oh she doesnt wear lipstick~ her lips is pink since birth!

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Thank you Lord for doing so much in my life
You showed me the reason to hold on to YOU
(:

2006-09-01T08:36:00.000+08:00

Good News!
I've lost about 1/2 kg alr!
Can you believe it?
IN 4 DAYS,(plus today 5 days) :D
GO VINA YOU CAN DO IT!

I love running now!
And I love eating healthily
And I am not torturing myself :D

2006-08-31T15:26:00.000+08:00

Happy teachers' day!
Went back to Deyi today with Yin Xin and Hua Yee. Explored the school, talked to people and finally the teachers! Short conversations though cos they were busy. Met Mr Hiew, Mr Kelvin Lim (my physics tcher), Mrs Chew(my ss tcher who is currently pregnant!), Mrs Gan(My sec 2 form tcher :D), Ms Sherly Lee(My sec 1 pe tcher), cant rem the rest, but I missed Mrs Sonia Sng! Where are you?! Alot of ex students went back too, and I felt so weird. Somehow I missed Deyi very much, those memories I had playing, studying with my teachers and friends and blah blah. I

HVY

My zabo!

The last sec 1s cls i took before leaving Deyi

20% of 407 girls :D

I miss you guys!

2006-08-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

SERIOUS DIETING IN PROGRESS !

I hope this time I will succeed! I need to loose like more than 10 kgs! It's kinda fun too by eating healthily now (: I shall plan to jog at least 3 times a week(since I am not very free) and half an hour at least each time, plus talking to God at the same time (: I will do about 50 sit-ups daily before going to bed.

Oh~ I am going to be like Hannah, loose 11 kg in 1 year! I can do it!!

Types of food /drinks not supposed to eat!
1) fried/oily food
2) meat, especially mutton and beef
3) sugar content sweets
4) chocolates
5) gasy drinks such as coke, sprite
6) sweet drinks such as ice lemon tea
7) snacks
8) wad ever you can think of

yea! I need to have determination this time! GO VINA!

2006-08-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

ok that is me with the sleepy eyes due to lack of sleep recently caused by youtube shows and have to wake up early to go work -_-
Today went to watch click with shun qiang, after that we walked a while and we left. I decided to have a mini hair cut due to the out-of-shape hair that irritate me. so the above photo is something how i look like now. I know not nice la. Oh then went church office cos we have special speaker, Rev Victor. He is real awesome and powerful :) I am blessed today =)
ok sleeping time now.night peeps :D

看到你的微笑
我真感到安慰
谢谢你

2006-08-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

I've been so tired
Not emotionally but physically and mentally cos been watching youtube today almost the whole day. Didn't go to work today and will not be going tml because I am not interested and am not entertained there. It's funny cos honestly speaking, I prefer working at Hyatt eventhough the captains are evil, the working style is so crazy and so on, but I've made so many friends whom now have resigned due to unknown reasons. Yea, Sammi actually called me during my lunch break on Tuesday. He said Jeff(one of the captain) misses me and some of the staff too, yea I miss them too, but I don't wish to get bullied by the Indian David, he is just too mean.

Memories of Hyatt will always remain in my heart. Thanks Simon for bringing me there, I really wish to go back, but it's too late

I miss you so dearly

2006-08-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

Work is so boring, because I got to slack MOST OF THE TIME.Ok,I will endure and continue Working since I have the choice what time to go, what time I want to leave and which days I want to go work.

After work today went to watch
Ghost game with loo yee and Hong wei... it was scary and I recommend you guys to watch, but not nice don blame me, HAHA!

thank you for your care and concern yesterday.
thank you for being with me just for that minute

2006-08-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

One week of holiday has just passed and I am left with 1 month and 3 weeks more to go(:
The one week holiday had been great I would say, meeting up with Fidah, Simone, Charissa, June and Vickie over the week. And the slackest thing I had done for the week was to stay at home and watch my show ( The Magicians of Love) for 10 freaking hours! Can you believe it? HAHA! And of cos Services on Sat and Sunday (:

(Refer to Simone's blog for the photos we took on Charissa's birthday)

And today met up with 4 of my cousins, plus my sis and I to have steam boat at marina south plus arcade for a while was so so awesome! We never really go out before, and thanks to Ase that she planned this outing. Our next outing will be SENTOSA! RAHH! and I am planning for it! (:

The first thing I entered my house was "Vina, your aunt just called, she wants you to call her back today" That was my maid and she said that around 11++ pm where working people are supposed to be asleep already. Anyway I called and yay! I am going down to work ! (:

OK enough for now. Go to bed Vina!

2006-08-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

unspoken hurts
unspoken thoughts
unspoken waiting
unspoken misses
unspoken tears

2006-08-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

my gf since sec 1 :D

Wendy and Vina

Went to watch movie on monday and today. Tokyo Drift and Pirates of Carribean.
Repaired my laptop and I burnt one super big hole on my pocket to pay for it. Finally got to see my darling fidah today! We went to have lunch at causeway point soul garden. It's so great catching up, but WE NEED TO CATCH UP MORE,right dah? I just miss being with you in sec sch!
Visited Mrs Ong's shop but She and Mrs Liow were not in, instead met Ms Chew, she was attending a lesson. Yea miss those days in sec sch. I really miss you guys, who ever you are, good or bad to me, still memories remains.

I miss my gang ppl too, especially Hai Van. I wonder where you are, will you forget me? I totally has no idea how to contact her for now. I just hope she will call us back soon. Really miss this beautiful woman.

pls let me go.
i beg you.

2006-08-14T12:03:00.000+08:00

*Updates of Photos at the section "Photo" *

Weekend was great.
I went planet shaker on SAT!!
Don feel like writing in details though.
Thanks peeps!:D

2006-08-12T10:04:00.000+08:00

Edit : Here's the photo of our prize for class project :) MAC voucher $80!!

I AM HERE TO DECLARE MY 2 MONTHS HOLIDAY STARTS FROM EFFECT FROM TODAY, 12 AUG 2006

Warning: A lot of photos!

I studied in Mac from 9.30 till 3 plus before COS paper. At least things got inside my head. HAHA. Then sat for the paper, finished within 1 hr and waited to hand in the paper and rushed for PLANET SHAKER CONCERT! :) It rocks! But it was so short :( I want some more! Oh and I got their autograph and I took photo with 2 of them! We went to eat supper and took cab home
Today Rachel is bringing Yin Xin go for the concert! I pray Yin Xin will go with an open heart!!

MY saviour is living in me!
MY JESUS IS BETTER THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD!

PLANET SHAKERS!

After the concert!

2006-08-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

Jean finally sent me the photo of me carrying PEPPER! ow~ i miss PEPPER!
Ok, supposed to STUDY at MAC with the girls, we ended up chit-chatting with one anoter. We TOTALLY got no MOOD to study.
Thank God the paper was quite ok :)
ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!

2006-08-10T08:34:00.000+08:00

I have no much mood to study even though today's the first paper! I just hope I can do what ever I can, as long as I get the grade that I get (:
As i blogged halfway, amabel called me.Oh~ i Missed her so much! Girl, we shall meet up soon ks!

Tml will be COS paper and after that PLANET SHAKERS CONCERT!! Oh~ I can't wait to see them!! I've been waiting and waiting for them (:

Holiday soon... ok, i'm already in holiday mood instead of exam-mood. Can someone just murder me? =x

P/S: I deleted the previous entry due to certain reasons.
P/SS: Simone mommy! I want to see you soon!! It's been half a year!!
P/SSS: Rachel! Your birthday coming!Hee!
P/SSSS: I want to do so many things during the holiday ! :)

<3
vina

2006-08-07T17:21:00.000+08:00

Church was great :) After that went to Far East to get bible for myself and for June.Hope she will understand what is written there. And then headed to Vickie's house as I was too early. Vickie, her mom and her brother and I went for FESTIVAL OF PRAISE! It's just so awesome !!! You should've gone!! trust me!! (even though i was half aslp during sermon) but the worship and praise was so great! Don Moen and Christian city church band!

Today went to school late for CM, at the end teacher didn't teach, he was there for us to ask question when we need to. And my FSP DEMO is finally over! :) It was good! Then abi and I went to PS to have lunch and I wanted to get the CD by ccc band, but haven come, kind of regretted of not getting it at the stadium last night, when we got out from the conference, it was sold out alr.So gotta wait for that person to call me. I just woke up and am still so tired. I NEED TO STUDY! COMMON TEST IN 3 DAYS TIME!! VINA GET DOWN AND STUDY!

2006-08-05T19:47:00.000+08:00

Finally handed in my FSP assignment.
Monday should be demo time, hopefully i don skrew it up.
Web publishing demo was on Thursday, it was a pleasently great one as mr fulu said he likes ours.

Our class project got 2nd! I really can't believe it.

Went for ushers camp yesterday and came back today. It was quite relaxing yet nice time mixing up with the young-at-hearts. haha!
and oh! i m not scared of dogs anymore!!
Pepper and Ginger are just too cute!!!
(more photos coming up soon)

Our prize !

ginger!

my god-mommy! (:
friendlyness,helpfulness and warmness!

2006-08-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

baby, i'm sorry
i noe it's hard for both of us
but i really have to go
please let me go.

2006-08-02T09:15:00.000+08:00

It's been a few days since I blogged. My life been good so far (:

1)Go-carting was great!! I know how to drive "car" It was real fun. Anybody want go kl with me to go- cart?
2)I went to repair my fone screen, finally!
3)Tennis was so fun yesterday eventhough I don't really know how to play.
4)Prayer group great too! Fellowship even better
5)I am more positive now!
6)I finish my 40% assignment alr!! Finally

2006-07-29T09:00:00.000+08:00

Updates!

Monday : Sch as usual, ended sch quite early, didn't know what to do, so decided to call victoria if can meet, then I rushed down to J8 to meet her and June. It was awesome time of sharing from the girls eventhough it was a short one.(:

Tuesday: Was not stable emotionally over some stuff. Tennis and Cats was unexpectedly fun which helped me to cheer up a little. Anyway here is the video
Cats skit

Wednesday & Thursday : Was rushing Wp assignment like mad, as you know no one in my team could really help me. Unspoken grumblings...

Friday: Finally handed up wp project. Unhappy here and there though.I shall leave it to God. Anyway was dreading to go school for the last few days due to tiredness. After handing up wp project, went to orchard with Abi to de-stress. HAHA. we went to eat at pepper lunch and then we ate ice-cream. Walked a while like zombie cos we were very tired, so decided to go home, put down my stuff, went get change and went to bukit timah plaza, beside ngee ann, to meet up with gordon, benjamin and wee leong to play pool. Not long later, nick,brandon,guorong,sherwin,jiajun and jing quan came. Nick played with Gordon 5 games. It was not bad larh.. anyway gordon, wee leong, ben and I rushed for cell. It was real awesome! I'm recharged again!!

Anyway I'll be going to JB to have fun! (:
End here.

I know I have you and nothing else matters

2006-07-26T09:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's CATS was real fun yet lame. It was also the last CATS class, combined with the afternoon session ones to make double session. It ended at 2++ in the after noon. Here are some of the photos we took according to our tasks

Video of skit later!

2006-07-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

skrewed everything
no wonder ppl give me faces
enough said.

2006-07-23T17:37:00.000+08:00

This week I really ate alot and I really need to control! HAHA! Come to think of it, I forgot what are the food I've eaten, I only know I ate real too much.

Ups and downs.

2006-07-20T18:40:00.000+08:00

Can you guys stop all the nonsense? I am getting irritated of it.
Don't think cos I'm easy to bully, everyday keep saying things that are nonsense.
It's not funny ok.
I've been keeping to myself for such a long time. I can just burst out any time.
Please Grow up!

thanks.

2006-07-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

Tonight, I just feel like blogging.
I need to take a break

Thank you for waking me up from the nonsense thinkings that I've had for the past few months, or maybe years. Thank you for helping me to be frank this time, at least today where there were only the three of us girls and I shared so deeply. I know there is at least someone out there who cares.

There are loads of work to be done, but I don't know how to do. This week seem to be the total opposite of last week. There are just too much to do, and I mean alot. Common test is coming but I haven't start revising yet. I need to have right time management now.

Today a new coach took over tennis. He is nice. But I still miss mr Gopi, or rather I prefer Mr Gopi to the new coach, well, I cant complain much. Finally Cats presentation is over. It was successful, Patricia said fantastic. Anyway, I had a bad day yesterday.Yea..

Our poster ((:

2006-07-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

My favourite girl of the year ((:

Cell groups on Friday and Sat refresh my faith in HIM, recharge me and I AM BACK! I don't want to self-pity anymore, I don't want to dwell anymore, I hope I WILL not be depressed anymore, but rejoice in all circumstances.((:
Things are not that bad after all. The testimonies we watched over the video cheered me up so so much and it is jus so amazing!! I believe in Miracles.

Well, actually there are still things I am facing now, I donno why I am not sad or anything like that. Maybe cos I am more confident now that God is with me. Even the world go against me, I know I will HOLD ON TO YOU!

已经两个星期没见了，不知你过得好不好？

2006-07-14T09:05:00.000+08:00

I've so many projects and assignment to do, but I donno how to start and dunno how to end.

2006-07-13T09:10:00.000+08:00

This is the photo I promised

2006-07-12T12:28:00.000+08:00

Updates

Went to 2 Nokia centres so far yet no stock for my fone screen. I hope the stock will come as soon as possible.
Tuesday tennis was quite relaxing, we were allowed to play alone and coach went around talking to those who were resting. It's so sad that he is leaving soon. He is a real nice guy. Will upload the photo I took with him by tonight if possible. Cats was fun yet lame, we were supposed to act out some things. I think I will quit dance sport because I really want to be involved in prayer group in school. By faith, I believe Miracles will happen. After prayer group, we went to Orchard Far East Han's to have dinner. Went home quite late.

Forgive me for not able to share the feelings I am feeling inside.
I just dunno how to describe or speak it out.
It's not that I don want to share, yea.

Elder brother is going back to Australia tomorrow, I believe I will be able to pull through with HIS strength!

I promised you to be happy
I promised to be positive
But I dunno how to keep this promise anymore

你到底在哪里？

2006-07-10T11:04:00.000+08:00

I dunno why but the feeling still stays.
When will it fade?
Why am I torturing myself in the heart?
.
.
.
Look deep in the heart
What do you see?
I donno

...

2006-07-09T19:01:00.000+08:00

2006-07-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

Thanks girls for colouring my life in Np :D

2006-07-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

A serious update about my life here is needed I guess because you might not know what are the short entries meant. :D

2 weeks holiday have passed and school started again. Got back all results, not happy though. Target for every modules is A!

So many things happening in my life emotionally.I am really afraid to face them now, can you just give me a break? It just seem that I am a small tiny little dot in this world where no one ever cares for me, only I care for them. It seems no one wants to listen, we just want to have fun, that's all. How about the deepest side of me when I wish there is at least one soul who is willing to be there for me always? Sometimes I am just so jealous.

You may always see the bright side of me, but do you notice the hidden sad, depressed side?

Nvm, I will try to be happy.

I dunno what else to write, except tired.

请你让我开心一下可以吗？
我真的很想你

2006-07-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

你使我不能专心念书。。
请你出现吧

your absence ...
I really donno what else to do...

2006-07-05T13:17:00.000+08:00

i miss you so dearly-much
你可以再出现吗？

2006-07-04T16:28:00.000+08:00

Read liping's blog and realised Deyi band participated in the final and got the BAND MAJOR AWARD (again ) (: so proud of them :) Of cos tanjong katong won again and bowen won nothing. At least we got award :D Keep it up Deyi!

Talking abt Deyi band, I miss my sec sch lots. Can't wait to go back, maybe teacher's day.

2006-07-04T14:04:00.000+08:00

Didn't go to sch today cos am suffering from diarrhea.After eating the tom yam ban mian at SIM, my stomach ached so much. Went to see doc twice last night. Cos after i went the first time and took the medicine, i vomitted so many times, so my aunt was worried and made me to see doctor again. That was another doctor, he explained my sickness and gave me an injection to stop the vomitting and to allow me to have a good sleep at night. Plus he said i will have fever and headache in time to come. Oh gosh.

I just hope I will get well soon.

oh pw was so funny yest when we met at bus stop. HAHA. abi u shd noe..

2006-07-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

谢谢你让我再见到你
谢谢你的体贴，温柔
我都体会到了
可是我不知道
不知道为什么我想那么多
可能你只当我是你的妹妹而已
而我想当你是我的谁呢？

Finally most of the work is done
I am so happy, yet tired
I am so happy, yet blinded
Help me to not be over excited
Help me to return from dreaming
And be back to reality

2006-07-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

Work killed me

Got back all results alr.
Unhappy
I just want to aim higher
Get at least ALL As!

Piles of projects are here again
I can't even go for the fire conference!
So sad la
Haix

And I am falling sick again

2006-06-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

i surrender all to you
i just need your strenght to go on
i really can't take it anymore

2006-06-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

where are you when i needed you the most?

2006-06-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

This photo was taken before my best friend, Anita left for Melbourne. I just miss her so much! The photo not very clear though

2006-06-26T19:29:00.000+08:00

Holiday has ended
School started today
It was real nice seeing them again (:
Got back cm, got A
Real happy! Hee

Changed blog skin again.
Nice?

2006-06-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

I'm really in love with this song
Don't you think the lyrics is so meaningful and heart warming?

Hillsong-Love you so much

Hear this praises from a grateful heart
Each time I think of You
The praises start
Love You so much, Jesus
Love You so much

Lord, I love You, my soul sings
In Your presence
Carried on Your wings
Love You so much, Jesus
Love You so much

Chorus:
How my soul longs for you
Longs to worship You forever
In Your power and majesty
Lift my hands, lift my heart
Lift my voice towards the heavens
For You are my sun and shield

yes Lord, I love you so much
You are all I need

2006-06-24T15:19:00.000+08:00

Rejoice for the fruit has been produced (:

2006-06-22T10:47:00.000+08:00

Went to sentosa on Tuesday and Wednesday (again)
Tuesday was with amos,shangmin,ephraim,joshua,Gordon,ian,john,hua yee(my friend),kc and myself. We had super heaps of fun (:

After sentosa, went to watch silent hill with my cls people.
brandon, ibrahim,nick,guo rong, sherwin, jia jun, abigail, adi.

Wednesday was with
the upper and lower sec cell grp, plus victoria's friend, june and hua yee(my friend, again) HAHA!

KAYAKING IS MY NEW HOBBY!
And don't be shocked when u see my dark face and both hands, and legs. muahahax.

p.s : too many photos la. will try update the photos soon.

2006-06-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

Last week I was really in very bad state, as in emotionally. Until Saturday night when Nadia prayed for me, everything seems to fade away just like that. Thank You FATHER (=

Suddenly find staying 2 full days at home is real nice.
(Eventhough there are things going on)
Been slacking at home, face laptop, face tv, face my bed(sleeping)
Real nice (:

Nth much now-

Oh, my brother's back from Australia :)

2006-06-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

I can't take it anymore
I am so weak
I am so helpless
I am crying for YOU
YET unsure if YOU are here for me
Why are things getting from bad to worse each day?
Why are people so in darkness?
I really donno what else to do
BUT to have FAITH
HANG ON THERE

2006-06-16T09:32:00.000+08:00

Went sentosa yesterday (: Had alot of fun.
Loo Yee, Judy, Shang Min, Melodie, Wendy, Vickie, Hannah, John, Gordon and two friends.
Played captain balls, sun tanning and ect.
I am so black now larh!! face and whole body pain .
Anyway pictures speak louder than words (:
I just love the views
Thanks people for today!!

star made up of wendy,hannah,vickie and me

cable car

view 1

wendy, hannah, me

omg. it's so pretty

oh my!

they are having fun (:

Vina and Gordon

john and gordon

wonderful!

guess where am i?

haha. that's all folks.

2006-06-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

oh i'm so in love with this song
<3

苏永康-无法开口

如果我知道太多那关於相遇的错过
奋不顾身的追求能找到什麼
如果你等得太久请相信我不曾停过
想装上翅膀飞到你身後
爱很浓心很空
该怎麼停你在心中
这深藏己久的寂寞时间带不走
爱很多心很痛
究竟有多少次错过
这唯一的承诺深深埋在心中
我却无法开口

相信放在心中愿随时为你保留
疼爱在我口袋别让风把它带走
思念不能放开它就像潮水难以回收
就算相拥一秒钟就已足够

2006-06-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

能不能够在给我机会再去爱你。

Today went to wendy's house to have steamboat. Before that we went to NTUC to shop for the food!
There were too much food that we could not finish, but it was nice ! (:
Mentoring,自恋－ｉｎｇ. Haha
Yea that's all folks-

2006-06-13T12:26:00.000+08:00

Memories of us.
H2R2VY
I miss you <3

2006-06-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

Went to thiong bahru to pamper myself with pedicure and menicure (:
Then met up with Linda Chua at PS! (:
Nice time we had, dear!

People are suffering emotionally now
including myself
can all these nonsense end?
I cant take it anymore!

我不想再知道了
我很累
别让我流泪了

2006-06-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

Must watch! wang lee hom's newest song mv!
it's so touching!

2006-06-12T11:37:00.000+08:00

Hee- went to youtube, check up on Jonathan leong's videos.
Ahem-

2006-06-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

Please don't make me doubt God in anyway!
He is my creator
He is my comforter
He is everything in my life
I cant live anything without HIM!

Father, I felt YOU again after being lost in this world
I've found and walk back with you again.
Thank You so much for letting me come back to you.
It's been tough
But I will stand strong
My trust and faith in you
Will not be shaken
No matter what people say about YOU
And I pray that I will have the courage and strenght to forgive them

Yesterday had combined cell grp at church office. Thanks heaps for the birthday song and wishings even though it was like over alr! And thanks heaps for the presents too!! =D
After cell, the stupid sherwin called if want to watch CARS at thiong bahru plaza, so i agreed since i wanted to watch. There were Jia Jun and Adi too. It was not bad. Then Jia Jun, Sherwin and I share cab went home.

Hannah: u were so funny yest!! U noe wad happened larh. haha..
Wendy: U better take good care of urself! And don't loose faith in all that you do, yea!
Elaine: I am here for you oh dear, and remember our DADDY up there is listening to ur prayers and so want to heal u from anything!
Victoria: Thanks so much gal of what u've shared with me, i will really keep u in my prayer, things will be fine!

Today after and in between church was playing with the children. They are just so adorable! That's why in NLS 3, i confirmed, I love kids. (:

Life is not easy
But we can pull through
With HIS Strenght.

-vina

2006-06-09T20:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday afternoon received call from Monica and she "dated" me to go bishan swensen (: so i decided to go cos was so bored at home studying. Thanks Mon for spending 3 hours of my birthday with me (: It's been like half a year since we last met! It's nice catching up and all. But most impt is the food! Yummy!We had heaps of fun, yea! Then we walked around j8 for a while too and we went our seperate ways.

Wp today was super ok! I finished the paper like in half an hour time and like stoning till 3 pm cos today they made us sit through the whole 1.5 hrs! Then abi and i went to eat at toa payoh sake sushi! yummy! she ate like 6 plates and me 8 plates of sushi and we were too full to continue. so wasteful! but no choice cos we were too full. rushed to orchard to meet the class guys, at the end they said not watching movie -_-" and we were so aimless. At the end abi went to meet her sec sch friends and i went home. Mon actually called to date me to k-box but was too tired.

It's holiday now! Finally I can have as much rest as I want for 2 weeks and do some meeting ups with my sec sch friends and other friends. And I want to catch up my time with God =D

可以感觉到我的世界吗？

2006-06-08T12:47:00.000+08:00

On Sunday, the Ushers team gave me a card (:

And Ginny gave me isetan voucher (:

[[今年的生日我特别快乐
因为你跟我说了很多话
你也祝福我（：
生日的前一天我们碰面了
是你先看到我
那时候的心情
是不知如能形容的]]

I am not celebrating today cos gotta study for wp and my gang of gals are not free
but it's ok!
Thanks once against for those who wished me on the dot at 12 am
And this morning ((:
Am so happy!

2006-06-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

Today's COS was alright, hope can pass cos I didnt manage to get information to my head, but I did know how to do most of the questions.

After paper, abigail,melissa,yuteng and I went to cine watch the omen. I want the devil to be defeated!!!

We took some neoprints too ((: It was the first time we really went out together ((:

After that we decided to go marina bay to eat steamboat, just the 4 of us, and we had so much fun ((: One of the prawn (alive) jumped down from the table.

Thanks heaps peeps for the wishings and early presents ((: Love them so much!

2006-06-06T18:32:00.000+08:00

Cm was alright
Fsp think will die

Yesterday was chatting with one of my cousin and we had so much fun chatting with one another. well the top part is boring, so I will only write the funny one =)

vina:
Heli Ko2 finding job in sg arh?
aseng:
i dunno lei
aseng:
hehe
vina:
haha
vina:
cos he tt time came to my house
vina:
dunno who he is
vina:
till kaka told me
aseng:
oh i see
vina:
ya lorh
aseng:
if dun understand can ask him
vina:
ask who
aseng:
heli
vina:
ow
vina:
he takes IT too?
aseng:
he is doin computing isnt it?
aseng:
i dunno leh
vina:
donno
vina:
11 yrs nv see
vina:
hahaha
vina:
got his no? i go ask
aseng:
i dun hav
aseng:
i always bo chap 1
vina:
haha
vina:
still dare sae
vina:
bo chap till my msn also donno
aseng:
i only chap chio bu
vina:
-_-"
aseng:
u know lah ur cousin
aseng:
ver chee hong one
vina:
so mean larh u
vina:
ur own cousin also treat like tt
vina:
heli same age as u arh
aseng:
no la
asengL
he is older than me
aseng:
hello
vina:
older than ah leng?
aseng:
am i that old?
vina:
how i noe he how old
aseng:
no, about same age as ajen.
vina:
11 yrs nv see lerh
vina:
ohh
vina:
so old arh
aseng:
i yr younger
vina:
means he graduated long time ago?
aseng:
he juz completed his master
vina:
wah
aseng:
so u said jen is old lah
aseng:
so mean ah u
aseng:
later i tok to jen
vina:
hahahaa
vina:
really wad
vina:
didnt know heli ko2 is so old
aseng:
but jen tends to act old
aseng:
so is jen old or heli 1ooks baby face
vina:
jen act old meh?
vina:
haha
vina:
donno lerh
vina:
heli so long nv see him 11 yrs lerh
vina:
how to tell
aseng:
so, who looks older?
aseng: me or heli
vina:
haha
vina:
of cos heli la
vina:
u baby face
vina:
jk
aseng:
jia lat
aseng:
next time must go do facial
vina:
haha
vina:
i joking la
vina:
we muz one day go out as one big grp of cousins
vina:
haha
aseng:
don wan
aseng:
"dai xiao hai zi go out is very ma fan"
aseng:
cos they only like mc donalds
vina:
hey u!!!
vina:
implying me arh!!!
aseng:
hehe
vina:
wah u good la like that
aseng:
u r still under 18
aseng:
btw, u can call jen to ask abt heli
aseng:
if i not wrong, he did IT in indo
vina:
ooh
vina:
hey I 18 in 3 days time ok!
aseng:
still 17 rite
vina:
hey i going to be 18 soon lor
aseng:
ok lor
aseng:
assume u r 18
aseng:
18 only can go zouk
vina:
haha
vina:
i don go that type of place la
aseng:
then, mc donalds
vina:
no la
vina:
movies larh!
vina:
siao arh
vina:
go mac
aseng:
movie i only like to go with galz
vina:
wah u good la
Vina:
go k box all those
vina:
i not gal meh
aseng:
i mean i only ask gal fren
aseng:
not gal cousin
vina:
hahaha

2006-06-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

I <3 this image.
You guys know that He's my "Boyfriend"...
Ok enough.. cont studying now.

如果可以的话
你可以再出现吗？

2006-06-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

My body is getting weaker and weaker ever since I enter Poly life. It's like once I don't get enough sleep, I don't get enough rest, I will just get very high fever and very bad headache. Well, thanks to the assignments, projects, tests, all are killing me! How I wish I can just attend church,life groups,outings, meetings all those things more regular,but I've been missing on some due to my health and tiredness:( I hate this! I just need a rest. Common test next week and I donno how to survive, I juz hope on my big day, I will be able to rest well. And the up coming 2 weeks holiday, I donno what it will be like. I am so afraid of what is going to happen next. Poly work loads are killing me :(

ok, end of complaints.

2006-06-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

the birthday cake! yummy <3

2006-06-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

Syvia dear trying to blow the candle (:

2006-06-01T22:34:00.000+08:00

Girls with via via (: It's her 17th birthday today! <3

2006-06-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of June, and I am going to be 18 years old in one week's time.
Common test is getting nearer and nearer, yet I haven't really started studying and I am so worried for my programming test, I just hope I will pass it. As for the rest, they are still ok.

Pa and Ma came to singapore on Monday and went back on Tuesday cos they had something on =( They don allow us to go back to attend my cousin's wedding =( I long so much to see my cousin getting married and seeing all my relatives, but my parents don't allow, cos they thought it's too crowded on the ferry back and dangerous.

We had heaps of fun together juz now (: Photos tonight, now gonna do project.
cio~

那晚我梦见你了
不能在现实中见到你
只想在梦里
永远不要醒来。

2006-05-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

I am so tired lately till i am falling sick already.
I detest working with people who don care abt their work
I detest of having to do everything.
Please let me off

十一年没见到你
我几乎把你忘掉了
今天我们又相遇了
突然想念你
不知道这些年来你过的如何
不知道你有思念我吗?

我真的很开心
可以再看到你
也想到以前那些美好的回忆。。
好甜蜜哦。

2006-05-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

2006-05-28T08:17:00.000+08:00

Take a look at this, it's super funny!

It was taken from fidah's blog. =)

Hee` I am glad my ankle is getting better so fast now (:

You seemed so real in the dream
We had so much fun
Yet I can't see you in reality
Where are you now...

2006-05-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

Just feel like updating a long entry now, so bear with me, okae?

School is fun but then we have to deal with projects and projects again and again. And we have presentations like at least twice per week! It's just so tiring. And I always lack of sleep, therefore leading to me falling sick easily. Hopefully I will totally recover from my cough as soon as possible.

Classmates are really nice people too. I just feel like a whole family in our class. I've never had this type of class before, really. I treasure my current class and my current mentor very much :) They are just awesome people who will really do crazy stuff everyday in school and so, this help me to release stress.

A problem juz arised but I hope it will be solved soon. I really want to see all my friends happy.

I am quite glad for the scores of quizes I got for COS and CM. At first I struggle for my CM and I flunked my first test, then the second test I almost got full mark! WOw! God helps me so much! And for COS half a mark more, it's full mark alr! I must buck up for my FSP though cos i don really understand. And I find it easy to do Web publishing (: Thank God everything, I will keep the promised I made to you. I will do well!!

I join Sports Dance for CCA and currently learning cha-cha dance =)But well, feel quite lonely cos ... (Wont mention here) I usually dance with the seniors who are more fun and experience (: They really help me to improve so muc, and I am loving dance more and more :) I shall dance with mama one day !

Oh, I love Tuesday cos We have IS, especially Tennis (: I love playing tennis more and more now, can play with Denna next time. And CATS is always fun cos my team members are fun. Then I would go for prayer group in the evening with loo yee, shang min, joshua, joe, judy, wee leong, benjamin. That is the time when I needed to be reminded of God, knowing how can I handle my problem and everything. Thanks guys for the encouragemnet (: I will stand strong and firm!

Projects deadlines are getting nearer now and I really donno if I can make it! Especially Port folio where you have to design your own website. Haiz` Pray for me ya.

I've been missing quite a bit of church and activities due to my sickness and spraining of ankle and so much work to do. I've also missed out great times spent with my brothers and sisters =( and I hate this. I juz love being with them! I really wish and hope that school work will not affect our relationships with one another and with God. I hate it being spiritually dry. I hate it for not being able to just talk to God. haix..

I just want to be free again,
To just soar like an eagle;

loving u is the sweetest thing ever ;

2006-05-26T14:29:00.000+08:00

this is how my bandaged leg looks like... :(

2006-05-26T11:46:00.000+08:00

I sprained my ~~left~~right leg!

so it leads to many problems:(

1)cant go out
2)cant go out for the seminars that Dr Kameel is conducting
3)cant go church on sunday
4)may not be able to go school even!

now i cant even walk properly. haix

2006-05-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

I've NEVER had this prob before, and now I'm fully affected.
I juz hope things will be alright soon and God will lay His hands over us. I don't wish to see my dear friend be hurted. I don't wish to be enemy with anyone too. But how? God, please show me how I should react.

One batch of projects had been submited, now another batch. Arggh~ stress level is increasing!And common test is in 2 weeks time, 2 WEEKS! But thank God, no paper on my day (:

(Isaiah 41:10)
So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

(Psalm 27:1)
The LORD is my light and my salvation—
whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life—
of whom shall I be afraid?

2006-05-22T14:56:00.000+08:00

(Abi,Ginny,Sylvia, Melissa,Wan Cheng.. not all though haha)
Hee` we took fotos today in class before FSP lecture came. I am having very bad hair day though

2006-05-21T08:07:00.000+08:00

i'm fighting alone
no one cares;
not even one;

for the first time i am unwilling to stand up again
for the first time i just feel like giving up
but i heard the voice
asking me to stand strong
where is the voice
some1 i really need to lean and cry on
no one.
i need some1 to tell me how impt am i in this world
no one.

please don ask me if i am ok if u have no solutions
please don ask me if i am ok for the sake of asking
i don need any1 to pity me
i juz need some1 to love me and accept me for who am i
(which i don feel at a place where we shd have real relationships)

i m tired
and i wan to stop to take a rest
please let me be...

2006-05-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

Finally it's saturday again (:
I am quite happy that I understand better what the lecturers are teaching about, jus that i wan "murder" them for being long-winded.
One last project to be done before common test.
Common test is from 5-9 June, luckily we don have ppr on 8th june. u shd noe why :p
Cell grp was great too. It's been 2 weeks since we had cell,now tt sch has started we hardly have time to meet often, it's jus great.
I felt so strongly...

I m so excited for later (:

2006-05-18T17:36:00.000+08:00

I am down with very bad flu and sore throat. Normally my flu will only last for one day, but this time, my nose still very runny :( Thanks abi,sylvia for being my tissues provider :) If not of u two, i dunno how to wipe my nose. HAHA..

I love dancing more and more (: Hee` we learnt more and more steps each week and this week ones i got mixed up, but still ok, at least i m enjoying (:

I am not as stressed as last week, but i feel i cant really catch up cos the lecturers are talking like shooting gun! I juz hope and pray I will make thru this semester first, especially for the upcoming common test on June.

I am praying hard for things...

2006-05-16T15:39:00.000+08:00

where are u in the darkest night
where are u when i weep each night
where are u when i need to be loved
where are u when everything goes wrong
where are u when i need u the most
why are u not with me
when u said u will be there for me
everything seems to be a lie
,,,

i can't live without u

...

that's juz i'm feeling emo. please don ask me why

,,,

i love being able to go sch again eventhough there are so much to do.
i love being with my gals in sch where we can juz laugh together and do the crazy things we usually do.
i love when people tease me and making me smile and laugh
i love it when people want to listen to me
and ask nothing.
...

there are choices that i need to make;
that will help me to succeed in life;
i hope i will not hesitate anymore;
i hope i will not be tempted to change my mind;

,,,

♥♥♥

2006-05-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

Found out abi also same pri sch as me, marymount convent, then suddenly miss that school so much. so much memories, experiences i encountered. teachers,friends,sch work,play,laughter,joy,fun,stress,results... wadeva u can think of.

Mcs School Song
Guided by God's eternal light
We're one in heart and one in mind
Loyal to school and true to right
For we are the daughters of Marymount

Chorus:
O Marymount, our school our pride
Ever to thee we will abide
Sure as strong, we'll win over wrong
The light of God our guide

For we are the daughters of Marymount (x2)

u ppl sure think i m crazy, but yea,even though i left mcs for over 5 yrs already, i still miss pri sch so dearly. I miss especially Mrs Chew whom was fierce yet nice to me.. she taught me in pri 4 and pri 5 science.. and left to retire not long later, since then never get to see her anymore. I just dreamed of her a few days ago. :(

special message to 2 special tchers

Mrs Chew: Thank you so much for everything that you've taught me in sch. Thank you for loving me more than others, yet not letting me be proud or anything. Thank you for all that you've done in my life. I love you!!

Ms Joyce Yap: You were the teacher whom love me and trust me with all your heart and soul in primary 4 when you were my form teacher. You always think so highly of me and encourage me to do well in all that i do. Thank You so much!!!

I really unsure what else to thank them.. these 2 teachers are the best and loving teachers I've ever known in mcs. i juz hope to be able to contact them again.

Mrs Koh, even though you were my form tcher for pri 5&6, i don have any good impression of you.. i m sorrie but thank you for everything.

Mrs Keng, thank you for being such an awesome chinese teacher. u're juz like a mother and friend to us (: love ya too!!

ok enuff of my mcs memories.. see ya

2006-05-14T08:12:00.000+08:00

We went out on Friday to town.
Had so much to share with one another.
Had so much memories in sec sch to share.
Photos were taken for memories.
Unsure when will we have the chance to meet again.
I miss you girls :(
Hope our friendships still remains as it used to be.
ILoveYou

2006-05-12T10:04:00.000+08:00

Finally a project is done and submitted. Unsure if we will do well though.
Thanks girls(abi,syl,aien) for being there for me, for listening to my nonsense and now you gals are as nonsense as me.(muahaha) and each day I pull thru cos of u gals and the class (:

Gonna meet up with huayee, yinxin and rachel later (: I'm so excited to see them again.. (:(:

search deep in my heart
you will find a scar in it